rain of hope

Wish

2007-01-14T02:28:00.000-08:00

Music stamps on everything.....
Go figure

Boredom creates wonders

2006-11-13T05:52:00.000-08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

The Future Is Not Where My Dream Is

2006-08-11T02:55:00.000-07:00

Jus a thought ----

Hey there old girl, wonder how have you been. It been a lon time since we've last met. Hope you're fine and happy. Juz wanna wish you, Happy 13th Birthday. You're 13 THIS YEAR!!

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FUCK YOU WORLD!

Yet another day in IS

2006-07-13T00:27:00.000-07:00

Sighs...
IS juz rocks doesn't it?
Bicultural Studies would be juz wonderful if it wasn't in CHINESE!?!?!?
So here I am, blogging to buy some time. sighs. Should have paid more attention in chinese classes during primary skl, then my foundation wouldn't be so bad. At least i can understand some of it.
Anywayz.... 2dae is jus like any ordinary day in school... ( BTW, Bleach was ok only... Cant wait for Ichigo to fight the bounto with his bankai... (>.<)...)
Yupps, As u guess it, I am juz giving the BC teacher the blank look, with the occasional nod of the head, while updating this... its juz so sad that there's really issn't anything to do....
maybe I'll juz continue on my LA project now.

P.S Mimi rocks!!!!!!

campy campy campy

2006-06-18T04:44:00.000-07:00

Sighs... came back from campy and had a 2 hr tuition and now in ME cousin's house gazing at a white screen. WOW.

Let's reflect on PNW 2dae. Overall, it shld be quite alright larhz. The guitarist and the bassist were like GOOD! The drummer was ok larh, considering that her sticks got stuck halfway and the bass pedal went wild. Whoohoo! And that the ppt had some 'mulfunctions' , lol, YUPPS.

This is going out to all you guys out there who were at the cabin supporting Christian, Gab, Shaun and of course ME, Thanks a whole lot!!!!!!!!! =)

Then, later, after watching like half of the movie, we gurls went the the guys' rm, psst psst.......it was illegal, to play, talk, play and talk!! Bluff was fun, so was TAI-TI, polarbear, heart attack, and not forgetting, TAOPORK!!!!!! Loved it all the way till the weee hours of 6AM! THANKS GUYS....

Hmmmmz, come to think of it, campy wasn't so bad afterALL. Got to noe many peeps better, in cluding the 3 other cabinians........ETC! OMG, fer some reason, i feel holy.....=/ Must be the letter.... NAH!!!! lolz...

ANYWAYZ.....
Wth, cant be much bothered to type liaoz... so tired

Untitled

2006-04-16T20:38:00.000-07:00

SS lesson always so fun. Yey! We all juz luve our dearest SS teacher.
yesh yesh.
Although we DO AGREE that kiba episode 2 was a better choice as compared to the lesson...... DUH!!!
So now, me on friendster, browsing through anything that can buy time... sighs.
You tube is good too.....'says Ethel'
sighs....damn slow larh, if i were to use google casche..... DAM skl blocked the website..... No more Aladdin for us..

haha....
'Ethel says: errr....... yah we all really like aladdin... yuppa.'
Right, man should really try listening to ss. Well, firstly, its propaganda..... good for our minds... must be more Nationalistic. muahahaha
Ya. Everyone HAS to agree that SS was way more pleasant to the ears last year, when you noe who was teaching. Yupp. He was in a troy suit lately. Unlike the JEdi with a useless PLASTIC sword... At least make the effects better LAR!!

Oh Wells, too bad for some1 who din get a chance to get a glimpse of her DARLIN in a skirt...
'Ethel says: This is out to u noe hu..'

Wells...... hope ur happy with this NEW post ETHEL
I noe ur next to me
I can see you
I can hear you
I noe wad u did last summer

'Ethel says: Singapore where got seasons wan?'
Got! Summer all year round larh...
'And Ethel finally faints'

Pst....That was my goal
haha

BROUGHT TO YOU BY ORI PRODUCTIONS

*PLEASE CLAP*

@#$% !!!!!

2006-02-23T04:58:00.000-08:00

WE have been CHEATED!!!!!!!!
We have been DECEIVED!!!!!!!!

WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH

WAT! First, at the start of the year, they tell us that we can have our own lockers for the whole of our four years, den wat? Den wad? Here come the new year ones and they finally found out that.....ooh........."no lockers will die!" what kind of crap is this?!?!?!? So pitiful as they are, come running to us, and here we kind souls lend them 12 keys for the 2 weeks of electives. So one fine day, BAA came happily tell us about the mizconceptions. I had the shock of the term! WAY WORSE THAN 3 PROJECTS IN A WEEK! Xtra lockers will not be made! y? Becos they think its a waste of time and money! If they wan to hold 4 years of students, then be prepared to bare the dam cost larh! CRAP! here, 3 person have to share 1 locker. In case they haven noticed, 1 locker is not big enough to fit a bag and a tablet, let alone 3 person's worth of stuff! LIKE USE YOUR brains! Next they come giving dumb reasons saying that we dun take care and put proper use to the lockers. LIKE HELLO! Its our own property, we can put what we want inside. PEACHERS are all big F****ing liers! This is not the only thing that was unfulfilled in their promises.

NVM! Then we had this crap period about having a casual talk with the VP and the PRin. Next thing we knew, "Chiildren, take out your pen and paper, TAKE NOTES!" What kind of casual talk is this!?!?!?!? Do we like have to define the word "CASUAL" to them? WTH! then we had what crap PPT slides abt us being cars in 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th or reverse gear!!! "1st gear = square wheels" !!!! What is the VP trying to say????? Have they noticed that cars in 1st gear move juz fine? Maybe he needs new thicker glasses, or maybe a telescope. hahaha!!!!!!! PISSED OFF! Then wad, we have to create our own mode of reality........." Ooooh, Gundams are real! Naruto is coming to my skl to study! I am top in TJC!!!!" Like i live in my own world of dilusion!!!!!

WHAT KIND OF CRAP ###### is this?!?!?!?!?!

When it all seem bad enough, LEONARD walks by....... And I had to juz remember our WONDERFUL moment together b4 assembly."Ori, I din noe you were a catholic? Catholics are nice. You are not, becos u hate me..." LIKE ENOUGH ALREADY! So i was like " Leonard, hating u is like an everyone thing..... So yah, like get used to it already, its been a year and more....... took u long enough!"

HOW BAD CAN MY LIFE GET.......hmmmmmmz??????

back to skl again

2006-01-12T17:06:00.000-08:00

Yoz! Finally back again... Skl Skl Skl..... haiz. WTH!!

Now my lessons like doubled lolz, on pdp days i end like wad, 7? Skool life sucks big time. No time for revision too. Lagging behind in my violin practices (prob becos i dun really like it >.<) haha! Piano and drums seems fine for now. Hahaha! Finally, after 2 whole years, i is a dip student! Hope the cert. ceremony is held in another country, hahahaha, dan can have hols! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Nvm...... abit sick of blogging liaoz, HAVE to study mathz liaoz, got test later... bb ppl!

haha

2005-10-18T18:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Dear Ethel...... You've given me the inspirition to update....... Thanks a lot!

UPDATE!

Spirited Away

2005-09-13T22:52:00.000-07:00

Lying on the dark icy carpet of cotton
I sang my swan song lullaby
Covering thy frozen tears of time and space
With wings so big that I can fly

Crystals float down from heaven unto earth
As white as a young little bleached dove
Flaking on my once young face
When I last twirled a four leave clove

Pines all around just calling my name
Telling me to go home again
The wind under my wings
Repairing the angel scars behind my mane

Frost in the streams
Just leading the way
Show me the path!
Out to the bay

Invisible arms in the air
Just pulling me away
Lifting me up high into the sky
Enlighten me. "What a bright sunny day!"

Once a fallen angel now high in the sky
Feeling the warm wind on my face
Why do I feel so excited?
Am I still in a daze?

Turning back to face the hill
I see my frozen face under the snow
Not crimson or blue or purple coloured
Just sleeping like a pure pure doe

Droplets fell from my cheeks
As I flapped my wings once again
My heart has lifted from the frozen dome
Up into the sky where free spirits roam

haiz...

2005-09-03T23:45:00.000-07:00

Finally...
Finally...
Finally...
Finally...
Finally...
Finally...
Finally...
Finally...
The hols are here........gotta catch up on my studies......
Still abit depressed bout my maths grades, i really don't understand how people get so high larh!! WTF...... Last time i always in the high end one...... NOW!!!!! I got a single digit mark......haiz..... dman depressed man.

Went to the Jue Dui Superstar finals on Fridae......now i finally know what they do during the commercials liaoz................................... sit and stare at space. REALLY!!!!! I am soo not kiddin larh!?! At the last few seconds before the commercials end, they will countdown and ask us to scream when we appear on live tele broadcast again.....LOL.....Quite silly though, its so fake.

REached home at around 1 am, slept and almost couldn't wake up for school the next morning. TA really gave us alot of homework for the hollidae larh. Got report for Hotel Rwanda, then got 3 reviews for music, then also we got recital on the first week of the next term, we also have social studies report to do!!!!!! arh........ hols is only 1 week larh.

Aniwae, cant wait fer mon and tues, goin out wif SC frens and dan got farewell party for Joshua and Megan....... They hav been really nice coaches........ taught me alot about debating, sad that they are leaving though. Josh will be persueing his studies overseas.... hope he does well.

haiz, gotta go now...........doing homework.......ciaoz for later.

2005-08-20T19:14:00.000-07:00

haiz.....
haiz...
haiz.....
today, got up, brushed teeth and did wadeva ppl do in the toilet when they washed up. well duh............. dats wad we do right?
dam! Gonna miss Language Arts make up lesson cause got violin make up too. oO WTH....... Heard they did something important, guess I'll know it only on mon ba...... Dan i went fer practice session at 2 at one of the studio's in Balmoral. Silly boy ate up my time again, always dunno when to end his little guitar lesson. WT...... yupps, so i prac my recital pieces until 3 lor. So i rushed down to tuition class again. Silly teacher was blabbing again. We should really get a bell and go "ting ting ting ting..." otherwise she wun hear us wan. haha. Even the snap fingers shout ooi thingy doesn't work. haha. nvm, dats not funny.

yars. Had to miss YM meeting again because got extra piano lesson. Sorri Gab, miss your bdae. Exam cuming up next wk thurs larh. I wanna pass!!!!!!! dan can learn drums lo. Silly viva voce thingy make me fail last year larh. At least dis year i more prepared. hehe. Hope i can answer most of their questions........always rmb, ELABORATE...................and TALK MORE. yupps. Abit difficult though, two examiners starring into my eyes, futhermore its like "do i know u?" haha. What an excuse. Imagine opening a conv with a complete stragner. But thinking of it, they are not that of a stranger wad. They sat down to listen to my 35min recital liaoz, think its more of a "how long have i known you?" thing.........

Well, gotta stop here, need to study dudes, got LangARts test on mon. Ciaoz.

=P

2005-08-12T12:32:00.000-07:00

Wowz. long time since i've been here........... I Am BLOGGING!!!!!
Blog
Blog
Blog
Blog
Blog
Blog
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hehe
Anywayz, yupps, juz found out that i've got an extra test cuming up on like mondae!!!!! wtf!! Cant even think straight now. The pressures of having 1 test per term per sub yah? Must past, or there goes your whole term. Dam, dunno how to organize my time liaoz. Guess i'd just have to bring my notes where ever i go huh...

Friday's a slack dae, except that the downside is that i've got to stay in skl until 6? Stl cant believe i was studying during my free period. DAM!!!! Tests all ova the place, and dan got violin and piano exam..... (-.-) wat a life..... Have to pass piano!!!!!! I wanna take up drums!!!! the only way....... haiz.

Dan got wad? Major PROMOS at the end of the year, week 4 of term 3..... tiaoz, and i tot i could enjoy my holidae. OH WELLS..... study comes first.

Teacher's dae coming. Shld i go back to sc? Ponder Ponder Ponder. And i've come to a conclusion.....hahahz.......go back to sc, see moi frens and dan can go suan my ex-teachs. Wad can i say? I'm just mean...... Dan colaborate wif frens and give them the same teach' dae prez. haha.... BTW its a free gift. Wonder wad they'll say.

Arh....... I've wasted so much time on this!!!!! Gotta study NOW!!!!!!!! If I fail..........i will go sue blogger...... wait? wad ami tinking? nvm.

ciaoz for nows........................ (>.<)

Love

2005-07-25T15:04:00.000-07:00

Have you ever thought of love?
Or even dreamt about it
Some people say that it is like a dove
Fluttering around freely in our minds.

It feels like hot water going down your spine
As your heart stops beating with the wind
It could also hurt you like a pine
Keeping you cold in the dim

Such complex feelings are always associated with betrayal
Which keep you cold and pain
It feels like being pierced by a nail
And I knew that everything was in vain

Hugs and kisses, are they ever true?
That is something I’ll never know
I built a wall, a line that I drew
Something old but never new

A place to hide from the world around
A place of peace with helm and flower
Away from chaos and hurtful things
That seem like a relm of fire.

Stay out of my life!!!

2005-07-24T23:39:00.000-07:00

What’s your tooting problem? Can you just stay out of my life? Or is your head too filled with liquid (God knows what kind of liquid) that you just can’t understand what my mouth is saying. Or you rather sort of like slap you! Oh come on, don’t tell mi that you just can’t control your ABNORMAL behavior! Have you ever heard of our umbrella theory? Well, its sticking an umbrella up your ‘toot’ and PRESSING on the open button. WHAM!!! We’ll start seeing fireworks! It’s the forth of July! Whoo hoo!!!!

My gawd! Are we all like below you? Just stop harassing the people around you, fat ASS!! Do you honestly think that we would just love you that way? GET A LIFE! So whet if you’re from R(I), seriously, I don’t really care. I would so love to just beat you up right here right now. Who seriously gives a damn, seriously… even the PRCs call you “BT”. And I thought your Chinese was good, you cant even understand a simple term BT? You should really get out more often. I would absolutely love to build a small room and name it the IMH, then we can all throw you in it. Really? Do you seriously get my logic?

countdown....

2005-07-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

haiz....finally we've reached the middle of the month. Countdown to our very own FUN NIGHT!!!!!!! yey...... is there something else? maye yes, maybe so, probably........i really don't noe!

haha........happy birthday to myself dude.........how many months liaoz?
can u guess?
oooooo..........................oO!!
its mi sis's bdae!!!!! i just remembered!
happy bdae to ya'all
sorri....... but i juz came out of imh...... n have no idea wad to rite about...

At least itsnot the conventional 'dear diary' type thing.... if u noe wad i mean
I would have to say......... the kettle calls the pot grey!!!!
=D

I'll never know...

2005-07-06T01:39:00.000-07:00

What’s the meaning of life?
If we can’t do what we want
Everything just seems to go wrong
From people around me to a small tiny plant
Can someone just rescue me from this dark abby
Save me before I die.
Carry me on your back
Out into the warmth of safety
Feeling cold all the time
Exactly like in an icy dome
Everywhere I go
Even in the ‘comforts’ of my home.
I always feel out of place
An outsider
An outcast
Am I just a stalker?
Why can’t I feel like I belong
Somewhere where I will be loved
Somewhere where I’ll be understood
Somewhere where I’ll be hugged…
Does a place like this exist?
I’ll never know
Cos I’ll always be alone
In a small icy dome
It’s a wall
Built to keep out sorrows and hurt
But unfortunately
There goes happiness too
It keeps out everything
Things I hate
Things I indulge in
And even the people I love
Just to prevent myself from getting hurt
Again and again and again
I’ll always wonder
Am I that horrible
I’ve lost everything I loved
Including my own soul
Therefore I’m just an empty shell
Hiding in that icy dome
Waiting for one fine day
When I’ll be rescued
When he’ll open his arms, carry me
And we’ll fly into oblivion
Where I can be forever free
From everything…….. and I’ll finally be in peace..